i just realised how invisible i am

My God the only reason why i'm posting here is cos i think the blog skin is sooo pwetty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) and i feel really :O as to how i've changed over the past two years. scary, really!!
1) i'm not so cheena anymore
2) it seems as if i've more friends .... then again, really ?
3) i don't think so deeply anymore i think i have become more shallow...

but it's kinda symbolic posting on this blog cos it kinda links me back to the past. :) so :O hor, using virtual means. as if it is virtually impossible that i can go back to the past since everything ultimately exists in the virtual world. hahah. so punny/funny :)

i needa motivation for EYA.

Yes i know it's the last lap and everything, but sometimes the more you need something AKA determination and focus, the more elusive it becomes. SURE THAT >:)

i have goals !!!! :)

1) to become a fashionasta erm how do you even spell this ?!
2) to do well la of course, JO CANNOT THINK SO MUCH ALREADY SIEH JUST DO YOUR BEST BEST OKAY!
3) to beome prettier! as a person and superficially. haha

thank you list :)

1) a. you don't know how much i'm greatful for you.
2) e. i love you :) a lot a lot :)
3) s. so so fun talking to you today. time just, well, flew :)
4) jy. i miss you !!!! :>

with love

难过

人生中总会遇见一些并不顺心如意的事，可是为什么人性是如此的现实？

随着朋友们一个一个的离开，我突然又着些许的感慨：

也许是吧，想找个真心对待你的人并不容易，就像海底捞针似的。毕竟自己是过来人。

人性总会有丑陋的一面，但基本的为人处事之道该懂嘛。

不讲不开心的了！

我突然发现家人可贵的一面。他们陪我走过风风雨雨，就犹如自己的守护天使般！一个人的生命中最值得珍惜，

的人必定是我们的家人。谢谢你们，对你们的感激之情，我无法三言两语带过，你们的努力，我都放在心里。

祝大家　考试顺利哦！考试的确是蛮可怕的啦！对于我来讲啦！我今天终于考试完毕哦！好开心呀！

经历波折，才会享受成功甜甜的滋味　^^

:)拜拜

is change good?

is change good? haha somewhat quoting Obama(:

lols yeah i am just pondering over this *lamo* question i thought of randomly:D

actually i feel change may not be something dreadful or something even fearful, if we can adapt to it, and even embrace as part of a challenge, to overcome it.

Change is something intangible, something inevitable in the course of our lives so no matter how we resist it, it would still take place. The earth doesn't stop rotating for you, and time nevers goes into a standstill. No matter how anguished or sorrowful we feel about the way our life, about the way our life turns out to be, we can't change it, so we have to embrace it.

every step of your life might turn out to be a bittersweet, and even painful experience, but we have to enjoy every step, every twist, every turn that life brings us. yes sometimes we cannot be nonchalant to how our life changes, but if we choose to wallow in self-pity and hide in your shilouettes of the past, it would be nothing but self-deception. haha(:yes indeed we have to be flexible, to adapt to change...

yy's words of wisdom tugs at my heartstrings, becuase yeah it is very emotional and something i really value. (: sometimes life can turn out to be this ever crazy regime, and sometimes we may really feel that life is mundane rountine. but don't ever neglect what you have, the insignificantly significant blessings in life(: cuz they count...

ahh why so emo??? okayie (: this is too much for me(:
haha(: i am so super scared for 2.4D:
my stamina is like well, ------> D:
i am trying to coping with the *aftermath* of drinking pepsi, cc lemon and ice lemon tea in one afternoon(:<
ahh i feel like a GOLDFISH D:

oh manD:
school starts tomorrow(:
another crazy week

remember,
to smile, to forgive, to forget, to love, to live, to cry, to laugh, to be thankful, to feel gratified (is there sucha word?? D: my poor english), to remain ever positive, to be evergreen (save the earth!! reduce your carbon footprint!!!) sing your hear out!! (: cry, if it would make you feel happier(:

yup yup
(:oh i want to go hk disneyland((((((((((((((:

rant!

heyo!
ahh lit, history and physics todayD:
i think it was basically quite screwed upD:
ESP physics(:
haha for lit i was crapping like anything(: hahahaa
anyways other than that hai ke yi(:
on a sidenote,exams are finally gao yi ge duan luo(:
so i am quite happy lahh(:
sometimes i think i sound really really childish in my blogpostsD:
haha(:
i shall try ZAP out all the smileys and everythingD:

okay okay
english orals are tmrD:
LOL i am quite scared really cos my orals are always quite screwed and lousy.
aiya i know sometimes we should stop saying all these deragatory (wait this looks wrong) stuff but -.- oh wells

oh but i am really quite sad now too T_T
cuz my dear dear friend Yueyi is leaving for hk on thursD:
which leaves one more day to jie chu with her- tomorrow
i guess sometimes you don't cherish what you have when YOU HAVE IT. but on the other hand some things in life are transitoryD: so well some things are way beyond your control. quoting my darling mum: "People always neglect the present, spending time pondering about the future and thinking about the past, trying to salvage past situations, attain new goals(:"
But oh well i am still the kind of past-future person(:
anyways Yueyi jiayou!!!(:
do your best!!
smile always(:
study hard!
wish you all the best!((:
don't forget us.

i want to sound more profound:
"Yao hao hao bao zhong! Zhen zhong okay?"
futile attempt-.-

yep anyway you get my point

TAKKAIRES YY!(:

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(:hello i am typing this during ict(: haha (:
haha being lame here and dear yueyi is trying to disrupt my post(:
hahah she is sososo irritating. .__________